First day of classes in my final semester,i was excited.........angry............disappointed.What to say and how to say to my classmates,they kept chatting drinking and laughing all the time.Basically,they are allowed to quit these two classes in the name of intership or contract work.But why,they want those credits as well but they don't deserve them.What kind of life they want?wasting time and life in that cold classroom and aimless precious time.They still have no idea about that dissertation after thinking about for almost half a year!Is this the effectiveness that they have?Tao asked me to do some search for the new member of our Party,but what she did was to watch korea TV series in her accommodation.And she just said to me to write what I want coz no one would like to read them.I can forsee the future of Communist Party.Please don't be that,we just uni student member,I don't wanna to be a typical awful one!
The point is I must attend the classes coz I am the vice monitor.It's nothing for the name but crucial for that responsibility!
The only thing cheered me up today was the training.My partner is a 50-year-old uncle.And he is a kind and helpful senior.Every time I improved, he would said something to encourage me.
Sometimes the things that we choose to do is to approach our goal for life,but aikido is not that kind of purposeful or aimless.Purposeful is a negative word in Chinese.If I take the reason to get kagama to practise,I would never fully understand the deep and true meaning of aiki.I used to think about that,truely.Now I give up the idea but practise.
However,life must have some purposes to drive you to keep going.We are doing most things to get more and get better for our life.Is it wrong? no.
If someone is doing something without any profitable purpose,then there are must be some reasons and we can't say he/she is aimless.Anyway,I am doing all the things for my reasons and my purposes for life!
Stephanie----------For 9th March father's 48th birthday! with Love,kisses and hugs
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