It was so ...........hard to start the first sentense of my dissertation.Why I always want a nice begin then I can continue to do the rest?It's always like this,if I don't have any idea about the first word or the title,I won't start from the 2nd step or 3rd step.Take my first e-magazine as an example,I have been struggling with the background music for days,then a piece of music came to my mind,very nice title but i've no idea about the lyrics.Then that's it.All the things sorted in 1 hour.God. Yep.Just do it,and u will be fine..............
So eventually,I got the first sentense of my dissertation.And I am ready for the other 7990 words to come up.Hey,they are coming with any impossible form.Chinese,English,pictures,music and masks.........I came back to those days to be a Bacchai.Crazy and blessed Bacchai.Go crazy for ur first step,otherwise I will die from the very begining.....Oh,I should got up at 6 a.m. tomorrow.French Sunday,Im coming........Bonjour!
2007年3月17日星期六
2007年3月8日星期四
purposeful or aimless
First day of classes in my final semester,i was excited.........angry............disappointed.What to say and how to say to my classmates,they kept chatting drinking and laughing all the time.Basically,they are allowed to quit these two classes in the name of intership or contract work.But why,they want those credits as well but they don't deserve them.What kind of life they want?wasting time and life in that cold classroom and aimless precious time.They still have no idea about that dissertation after thinking about for almost half a year!Is this the effectiveness that they have?Tao asked me to do some search for the new member of our Party,but what she did was to watch korea TV series in her accommodation.And she just said to me to write what I want coz no one would like to read them.I can forsee the future of Communist Party.Please don't be that,we just uni student member,I don't wanna to be a typical awful one!
The point is I must attend the classes coz I am the vice monitor.It's nothing for the name but crucial for that responsibility!
The only thing cheered me up today was the training.My partner is a 50-year-old uncle.And he is a kind and helpful senior.Every time I improved, he would said something to encourage me.
Sometimes the things that we choose to do is to approach our goal for life,but aikido is not that kind of purposeful or aimless.Purposeful is a negative word in Chinese.If I take the reason to get kagama to practise,I would never fully understand the deep and true meaning of aiki.I used to think about that,truely.Now I give up the idea but practise.
However,life must have some purposes to drive you to keep going.We are doing most things to get more and get better for our life.Is it wrong? no.
If someone is doing something without any profitable purpose,then there are must be some reasons and we can't say he/she is aimless.Anyway,I am doing all the things for my reasons and my purposes for life!
Stephanie----------For 9th March father's 48th birthday! with Love,kisses and hugs
The point is I must attend the classes coz I am the vice monitor.It's nothing for the name but crucial for that responsibility!
The only thing cheered me up today was the training.My partner is a 50-year-old uncle.And he is a kind and helpful senior.Every time I improved, he would said something to encourage me.
Sometimes the things that we choose to do is to approach our goal for life,but aikido is not that kind of purposeful or aimless.Purposeful is a negative word in Chinese.If I take the reason to get kagama to practise,I would never fully understand the deep and true meaning of aiki.I used to think about that,truely.Now I give up the idea but practise.
However,life must have some purposes to drive you to keep going.We are doing most things to get more and get better for our life.Is it wrong? no.
If someone is doing something without any profitable purpose,then there are must be some reasons and we can't say he/she is aimless.Anyway,I am doing all the things for my reasons and my purposes for life!
Stephanie----------For 9th March father's 48th birthday! with Love,kisses and hugs
2007年3月5日星期一
Lantern Festival----2007
It was raining in the morning and everyone thought it would be a terrible weather until the whole day.But it was Lantern Festival,the day that I always go out for Lanterns and performance.I went out with Sharon and we would go to Pudong to meet another doodee up.That strong wind for him was incredible cold coz he never experienced winter.Sure,because he lives in Malaysia.Oh,it would be what kind of life if there is no other season but summer all the time.Sunshine,Beach,and ..........T-shirt all year around.hahaha but why he doesn't look black?! Actually this is also my first time to celebrate Lantern Festival in Chenghuang Temple.With wonderful food and colorful Lanterns,we joined the current of people,walking and taking pics.What's more,we threw the wish coin to the good luck tree.I wasn't so satisfied with the night pics that I took last night but enjoyed the Lanterns very much.I saw lots of photographers taking pics with tripod.OMG,it wasn't wise to forget my tripod at home.Then I walked along the bund with wk,topics are always about aikido,trips and doodee.wk said if we talked about doodee more,I can be the doodee No.3.wahahaha But that's a name for boy,never mind,I wanna to be the first female doodee la.
more pics about festival and wk and Sharon: http://www.flickr.com/photos/stephaniefeng/
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