The last memory of swimming has been more than 10 years ago.Now I still can't swim.And I never approach swimming pool any more.The panic of water has been my horrible memory in my life.But last night I had a very strange dream which I thought it's true.I dreamed dolphin,and dolphin training has been one of the complusory lesson in our senior high school coz I dreamed all my classmates in senoir high school.And I am the first person to train the dolphin which means I have to jump into the swimming pool.The blue dolphin is so lovely and gentle.He leaded me to finish all the training and he leaded me to cross tunnel which is to his home.During the way to his home,I felt so hard to breath that I tried to wake up but failed.After a long long time,I was waken up by some pieces of music.But I didn't feel so panic at that moment.This is what I used to fear,the feeling of breath-taking.But the only way to encounter is to face it.I am reading the death diary which was famous sereval years ago.I got that book from my consin.And the writer is a man who suffered cancer.Before he died,he continued to publish his diary until one day there is no sunrise in his life.
This is his way to face to the most panic thing in life----death.I found some pics about some boys shaved their hair in order to help their classmate to encounter the cancer.I was so moved coz they gave me power and confident to encounter my afriad in my life.
Thank you!Blue dolphin,I was talking with my lovely girl friend to teach me how to swim from this semester.Stephanie must has lots of things to do then!!!
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it's such a good thing to be able to train dolphin isn't it? I hope I can swim close near one...at first i wanted to be a marine biologist so that I can always stay near the sea...somehow, my plan change...hahaha...you better start learning swimming...then maybe we can go diving together when you are in Malaysia
that's great!looking forward ya.I will try my best to learn how to swim.would afriad of water any more,i hope.:P
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