2007年2月26日星期一

bicycle diary 2

aya.I just found I've made lots of spelling mistakes.:(
It's me again.Today,we had a short journey to the metro station,then stephanie took the metro to take photo.Sorry,she was taken photo.This is the first working day in Shanghai,around 5 o'clock.All the staff and students were full with this city.Buses,bicycles,motors,cars,metro.People were here and there in every possible place.Her friend has joined the part of the city life which has become one the staff in working class.2 of her friends are busy with preparing their exchange programme in korea.But she is still struggling with applying for a job.No reply again.Find two more new jobs today.Still look forward to the reply!I might send her home tomorrow to get her new camera.Good idea!And then back to start her dissertation.Yep.
Nice dream Stephanie.

2007年2月25日星期日

bicycle diary

hey,im stephanie's new bicycle.Yesterday was my first trip with her.There used to a film called 17 years old's bicycle.She hasn't riden bike for half a year,so she looked a little tired after 30 mins riding.I guess she learned to ride bike something like 8 years old.She used to crash into every possible things alongside the road.Anyway,safe journey,stephanie.Her father is a driver,but why she doesn't want to learn driving?Strange girl.Father promised to buy a car if she learn to drive.But she refused and said,riding bicycle is good for health.Yep,in her countryside hometown is good for her health,but now she lives in the city center in Shanghai,there are nothing but cars and polluted air.Here comes dirty Stephanie.Hey,hey,take a shower first before U go to bed.
There is a bicycle team in stephanie's hometown.All of them are the similar age like her grandpa.They are happy and healthy old people.........God bless them!
Now,in the cornor of garage in stephanie's home,her bicycle and her grandpa's bicycle have gathered together,side by side.:)
I will take care of stephanie coz she lives in this big city by herself.Call me out when you need me.

2007年2月19日星期一

water


Now is Beijing time 2:50 a.m.. I was waken up by the nightmare just now.Because of thirsy,I dreamed a series of horrible pictures and even ...............I tried to wake up from my nightmare.I just found I was in my new house,everything to me is new including the switch of lights.I found no cold water for me but some pepsi.But now Pepsi for me is nothing.I feel thirsy and dying and panic.Suddently reminded me same thing happened to me last time in Edinburgh,I was in that youth hostle and having nightmare because of feeling thirsy.I got up several times to find water but the same no cold water for me. The only thing I did was to drink the tag water.When someone came,I would stop drinking.If they left,I would continue drinking like a begger.It was hard to imagine how greedy and poor I was!

When water is avaible to me,I just choose pepsi all the time.

Water is always the symbol of life,I used to afriad of him,I used to ignore him.

My female friends always suggest me to drink at least 18 cups of water a day,it's good for girl to drink as much as water a day.

There is also a saying that Female is made of water.

Sorry for Mr. Water!


Stephanie-----------Don't want to be the girl who is made of Pepsi any more!

2007年2月18日星期日

Baby Boom in Dongheng Street


Celebrating Spring Festival with my cousins,young uncles,anties,and little niece,I suddently found there was a baby boom in Dongheng Street which is the street that I've lived for 23 years.There are at least 4 babies were born during these 2 two year,and the parents of them are my good good friends in my childhood.We used to play until midnight or watched films.When we were little children,we even stole others' fruit in others' garden.We climbed into the cinema's wall to watch film.Now they are parents for their lovely children.But they are really still the same for me expect they can't play with me any more coz they have to take care of their children.

Last day of year of Dog,we still shouted and laughed in Dongheng Street.Looking back the days we spent together.When we were running with wet hair and running nose,no matter you are girl or boy,just climb the wall,jumped into other's garden and shared with the fruits and vegetables that we got from others.Our naughty days,our crazy childhood,our days which passed and would never come back again.

The most thing that we will talk about is :will our children play with each other like the days we spent together?

2007年2月13日星期二

my little cousin

I saw her yesterday.She looks happy and has recovered from the divorce of her parents.My lovely and smart little cousin.I love you.And I am sorry to you.

2007年2月12日星期一

family


Chatted with my uncle and antie last night,they both cried.Uncle's father(my grandpa) passed by 3 months ago,and antie's father died 2 months ago.Both of them used to work in the junior school in my hometown.But they both suffered cancer and passed by last year.As their children,uncle and antie have beenso tired and desperate last year.But they are willing to give their time and love to their dear fathers.

Family is always your strong faith to rely on.They will donate their time and effort without any reward. You are always deserved the help and love from your family member's.Uncle got drunk last night and then cried and couldn't help himself to pouring out words all the time.

This is my very first time felt that they are far beyond my family,they could be my best friend in my life,they can chat with me in any topic,they can decide any decision with me coz I am a responsible adult now.I am 23 years old and I nearly graduate from University.The most important reason is I am one of the family members,each of us is the most important!
The picture of this blog is the whole family of mine long long time ago.My dad hasn't even been born at that time.I got the pic from my grandpa's younger sister.Now half of them have passed by from this living world.........
stephanie-----want to explore the history of my family

dolphin


The last memory of swimming has been more than 10 years ago.Now I still can't swim.And I never approach swimming pool any more.The panic of water has been my horrible memory in my life.But last night I had a very strange dream which I thought it's true.I dreamed dolphin,and dolphin training has been one of the complusory lesson in our senior high school coz I dreamed all my classmates in senoir high school.And I am the first person to train the dolphin which means I have to jump into the swimming pool.The blue dolphin is so lovely and gentle.He leaded me to finish all the training and he leaded me to cross tunnel which is to his home.During the way to his home,I felt so hard to breath that I tried to wake up but failed.After a long long time,I was waken up by some pieces of music.But I didn't feel so panic at that moment.This is what I used to fear,the feeling of breath-taking.But the only way to encounter is to face it.I am reading the death diary which was famous sereval years ago.I got that book from my consin.And the writer is a man who suffered cancer.Before he died,he continued to publish his diary until one day there is no sunrise in his life.

This is his way to face to the most panic thing in life----death.I found some pics about some boys shaved their hair in order to help their classmate to encounter the cancer.I was so moved coz they gave me power and confident to encounter my afriad in my life.

Thank you!Blue dolphin,I was talking with my lovely girl friend to teach me how to swim from this semester.Stephanie must has lots of things to do then!!!

2007年2月10日星期六

first bad cold in 2007

Have been staying in Shanghai for 2 weeks,eventually,I am beaten by the cold weather.Each 2 months,I would catch a cold without no reason.Just like a physical routine.
Now it's hard to breath,and also hard to taste food but feel thirsty all the time.Got up at mid-day.Lazy and tired stephanie!~~~~Today is Sunday,grandma must go to church in the morning.I repeated to dream so ridicious things and woke up without any conscious.
I can't use my running nose to breath.Sorry mum,I haven't taken ur words to take care of myself.oh,medicines.I hate to take medicines.
medicines,medicines......first cold in 2007,nice beginning to anti-cancer.I heard that bad cold can anti-cancer,so let it be.ya

yang terutama

my n th blog.............erm
now i am thinking to have a new blog which is always follow doodee. life without multiply has been a hard time for me to pour out my words and feeling.with friends here,relatives and parents,they couldn't fully understand what i am thinking and what i was thinking.so.......msn space seemed to be the last place to put my blog Now a new one comes.New life begins.Yeah!
Yang terutama, the most important.:)